Relationship therapist Blessing CEO has tendered a public apology to those she has hurt.
In a video, she tearfully apologised to everyone she hurt with her words and actions, saying the pain is too much.
Blessing said she can now feel a bit of the pain she once mocked. According to her, she is back like the prodigal son, not ashamed to make a U-turn from her lost direction.
“I am so sorry to everyone I have hurt, both with my words and actions.
This pain is too much.
I am so sorry.
Why are you looking at me?
What do you want me to do? Tell me, because I am confused; my brain is so numb.
The only thing I see is darkness, everywhere a blur to my eyes.
Go ahead and mock me; yes, throw my own words and mistakes in my face; maybe I would learn that way.
Is this not hard enough? Where everything no longer makes sense.
I am sorry, I am so sorry for speaking about the pains I have never felt carelessly.
I am so sorry, because I am realising that talk is cheap but action is loud.
I am only human, with blood flowing through my veins, so I am bound to make mistakes; mistakes have a price, and that is what I am paying now.
With my tears, I am so broken that I am losing myself.
Pray for me because I am exhausted from praying by myself.
So I will say this over and over again: I am sorry to everyone I have hurt with words and actions; now I can feel every bit of the pain I once mocked.
To those who still love me despite my mistakes, I am sorry.
To those who no longer love me because of my actions, I am sorry.
I am back home like the prodigal son in the Bible, and I am not ashamed of coming back home where I had abundance, instead of eating crumbs.
On the street.
I am that prodigal child, not ashamed to make a U-turn from my lost direction.
Let’s start all over again, now that I have learnt the lessons the hard way.
To my son who passed.
Dum dum, like I call him.
I miss you, and I promise to make amends and keep making you proud in Heaven.
Your brother misses you too, along with granny, your bestie Amara, and daddy.
We miss you so much.
But no problem; I hope you are resting peacefully, watching over us here as a guidance angel”.
